ever felt like you're waiting for the next door to open? as if you're in transition for bigger and better things to come? all you can do at the moment is to continue to be positive and just pray that this moment of time finally arrives and you're able to completely take it to it's fullest advantage. it feels like i do more waiting than being productive. i guess it's a matter of doing and getting yourself out there. i'm seriously trying to, but at the moment nothing feels right..so why even bother? i've been told that i'm not ready and it's true, so i've been taking time to just re-evaluate and make more sense of my habits. examing the life i live, and trying to change for the better. it isn't as easy as it sounds, and it isn't something that would spuratically just change over life. but progressively, it's possible. i know it is.